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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:20 pm]
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[satirical_child]
[music |Fallen-Evanescence]


I dream for the nightmares to stop
I dream for my past to end
I dream for a future less intimidating
I dream for strength I know nothing about

I dream of a time where I was naïve
I dream of a time where I didn’t know what pain was
I dream of a time when I was ignorant to the real world, and it was ok
I dream of the stupid smiles and hope that wasn’t filled with doubt

I dream of that little girl I once was
I dream of the girl who was secure in herself
I dream of the girl who trusted everything and everyone
I dream of the girl who was to shy to talk to anyone

I dream of a time when he said something I didn’t have to second guess what he meant
I dream of a time when he left I knew he would come back to me and only me
I dream of a time when laying next to him was enough
I dream of a time I can’t have back

Nightmares of what if haunt my head
Nightmares of why cause me to scream
Nightmares questioning if I didn’t hold on to his memory, would he be here now
Nightmares questioning if I gave up and ended all communication, would I know love

Nightmares over coming me, with every day more I have with him
Nightmares telling me this won’t last long
Nightmares that know a truth I can’t hide
Nightmares stating I don’t deserve him

Nightmares that ruin the dreams of the future
Nightmares that poison the brain
Nightmares that cause unnecessary emotional pain
Nightmares that need to cease

Nightmares that take my happiness
Nightmares that twist every single thought
Nightmares that won’t allow him to be that great man he has come to be
Nightmares that won’t let me see straight

Nightmares he fights to keep away
Nightmares he doesn’t understand
Nightmares he swears he won’t lose to
Nightmares that hold back the good dreams

Nightmares that only creep up when he’s gone
Nightmares that know he can hush the screams
Nightmares that invade when I don’t hear from him
Nightmares that slowly fill my head as I try to sleep

Nightmares I can’t overcome with out him
Nightmares that will kill everything about me that is loved
Nightmares I created
Nightmares I need to end…
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